Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Taking Two to the Chest to Remember One to the Head to Forget...

I won't pretend
That we are all friends...
When all of us know that we're not.

And I am afraid
Of pulling my name
From all of the places I know I've been...

...On this slow down descent


Tuesday, March 4, 2008

The Anatomy of the Tongue - in - Cheek

"Jesus I pray: Take all my mistakes and throw them away. Destroy them for my sake. Jesus I call out because I'm sorry. Because I fall so short of your glory. To the best of my ability, I'm practicing humility. And I lay myself before, because less is more..."

How often do we need to pray this prayer? Oh yeah, everyday. As soon as I started to play this song this morning, I became so humble in the presence of Him. It was amazing.

Forever and a day I will be thankful for what it is I have been given. By the grace of God we are saved, and I couldn't be happier.

"Jesus I plead: please purify me. Make my heart clean, drench me with your mercy. Jesus I pray: I love you I need you. For the rest of my days, I swear I will seek you. To the best of my ability I'm practicing humility. And I lay myself before, because less is more."

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

And my heart left my chest...

Matthew 5 is a good book and chapter of the Bible. Read it.

Other lyrics that make me contemplative...

Thoughtlife
by
Emery

And my heart left my chest so forgive me
As you leave to find that next something new.
But I can't for the life of me remember when
You changed your words from 'I love you' to say you 'don't know.'

Just know that you can't take back what you've said.
Darling I'm not in the forgiving mood.
You kept on replying it was 'all in my head,'
Well you're just a liar,
And I've got the proof...
I've got the proof.

So with these few words you'll erase me.
Two years of our lives meant nothing to you.
But this fool that you've made of me has a lesson learned;
You can't trust a lover who was never a friend.

The end

Just know that you can't take back what you've said.
Darling I'm not in the forgiving mood.
You kept on replying it was 'all in my head,'
Well you're just a liar, and I've got the proof.
I got the proof.

I would have offered my life.
Taking you home,
Made you my wife.
But hearing you now,
filling your mouth
with the cowards lies
You're just a disguise
Of the girl of my dreams.
But I know she's waiting for me...

So I'll open my eyes to the day that's before me,
And leave here to find the next something new...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

The Last Resort

"The Last Resort"
by:
The Eagles

She came from Providence,
the one in Rhode Island
Where the old world shadows hang
heavy in the air.
She packed her hopes and dreams
like a refugee.
Just as her father came across the sea.

She heard about a place people were smilin'
They spoke about the red man's way,
and how they loved the land.
And they came from everywhere
to the Great Divide
Seeking a place to stand,
or a place to hide.

Down in the crowded bars,
out for a good time,
"Can't wait to tell you all,
what it's like up there."
And they called it paradise
I don't know why.
Somebody laid the mountains low
while the town got high.

Then the chilly winds blew down
Across the desert
Through the canyons of the coast, to
the Malibu.
Where the pretty people play,
hungry for power
to light their neon way
and give them things to do.

Some rich men came and raped the land,
Nobody caught 'em.
Put up a bunch of ugly boxes, and Jesus'
people bought 'em.
And they called it paradise
The place to be;
They watched the hazy sun, sinking in the sea.

You can leave it all behind
and sail to Lahaina;
just like the missionaries did, so many years ago.
They even brought a neon sign:"Jesus is coming"
Brought the white man's burden down,
Brought the white man's reign.

Who will provide the grand design?
What is yours and what is mine?
'Cause there is no more new frontier,
We have got to make it here.

We satisfy our endless needs and
justify our bloody deeds;
in the name of destiny
and in the name of God.

And you can see them there,
On Sunday morning.
Stand up and sing about
What it's like up there.
They called it 'paradise'
I don't know why.
You call someplace paradise,
kiss it goodbye...



Man, how I love The Eagles.


Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Come Winter...

"We put no stumbling block in anyone's path, so that our ministry will not be discredited. Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance: in troubles, in hardships and distresses; in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger; in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; in truthful speech and in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left; through glory and dishonor, bad report and good report; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; known, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything."
-2 Corinthians 6:3-10

Friday, February 15, 2008

I Can Make a Mess Like Nobody's Business

"Ok, I Believe You, but My SHOVEL Don't..."


Lyrics that please me...

"Timshel"
by:
I Can Make a Mess Like Nobody's Business

"I sink into the wall.
And staring up I saw,
I'm alone in all my thoughts,
Too afraid to be crazy I run.
It always finds me driving right through town,
With the windows down I fly.
Its the feeling spring has brought,
But an eye for the winter's what I got,
It always finds me...

So tonight,
When I left here,
All said was goodbye and thats alright.
No "I'll see you later",
I've been trying my whole life.
And if its an eye for an eye why cant I get this right?
I'm too slow to go fast,
I'm too nervous to do that,
So I run, run away. Why should I?...

I take my chances slow,
After all it's no one's fault.
But the pain seems to crave my life,
So ashamed of my weakness I lie.
It always finds me...

So tonight
When I left here,
All I said was goodbye and thats alright.
No "I'll see you later",
I've been trying my whole life.
And if its an eye for an eye why cant i get this right?
I'm too slow to go fast,
I'm too nervous to do that.
So I run, run away. Why should I?...

Why should I?
Why should I?
Why should I?"


Wednesday, February 13, 2008

...And the Life I Have


The Sun is out
I am Happy.

And this could be another reason for my happiness:


And this:


Wait... And this:


And this... Of course:


But most of all:


I'm not sure how I became deserving of all this, but I grow more and more grateful everyday that passes for all I've been given. My life would be empty without the Lords grace and mercy to drive me to become better and better in the eyes of He that matters most...

God is Good...All the Time.